When you have the disease of addiction, there is definitely a state of
DENIAL (Don't even no i am lying). When Whitney reported on
television that she do not smoke crack - Crack is Whack, she was
telling the truth. Crack and cooking up your own coke is different.
The difference is crack may have some speed in it or any ingredient
that you want to put in it. Freebasing or "smoking coke" is cooking
the coke with a little baking soda to put it in pure rock form. I
know all this because starting in 1979 I smoked coke for ten straight
years. Never bothered with crack. Didn't have to. I had the funds
to support the habit but did not have the body to support the drug.
Whitney and Bobby swear they're OK because of their DENIAL. Bobbi
Christina is so embarrassed by their behavior. That's why she eats
and tries to hit them. She wants them to simply disappear. I hope
they realize what they have done to their child life and also their
own lives. But I must admit that I love their show because I'm a drug
counselor and it gives me the motivation and the visualization tools I
need to be good at my craft.